sometimes things happen for a reason....

hmm.. another week gone and many more weeks to come..

trying to get B for my cp.. have to buck up sia.. haiz.. im just so tired.. i need cash asap.. bnyk hutang la.. haiz.. no one really knows my difficulty in life yet.. everyone seems to know i will always be okay, great.. but no, im not.. coz nobody aint perfect..

mostly all my friends ade problems.. and i know that if they are down, someone must be there to keep them strong.. and i will try to be that 1 person to keep em' strong.. i don't mind if they don't realise it.. as long they get back on their feet, i'll be happy....

I guess u didn't know.

haiz.. just as i expected.. i knew this day will come.. the day when u have forgotten all those things that had happened.. i'll stay but i'll change.. i'll keep that promise to myself.. and u'll be sorry my boy..

it really hurts me alot.. really bad..

GREAT! just GREAT..

which one u prefer? me being a pole or a wall?
OR u prefer me not existing in this world at all?

09012011 -1:47

Had a great time with friends!

Today i went to my grandma house to take my beg and charger.. oh well my grandma cooking is sedap! Then plan to met mus at library.. i got lost at payar lebar.. hahaha! luckly my uncle called.. reach at library at 8+ and waited for mus to finish working.. Met new friends, friends of hers.. well its exciting thou.. both are siblings... nice people.. well we went to teh tarik for mkn.. my teat.. =) food aint so bad.. then we took pics near her blok.. geez.. Great friend i have.. and great lib friends too.. =) hahahaha!

Me loving this day!

2:16 AM

I'm bored.

Ade MSN mcm siak .. Online buat pe ? geez .. i want my Itouch back lah !! Whoever stole it . damn you ! i needa money to send kitty to vet, beli Iphone, Fooood & gy shopping !! I'm so lost w/o my Itouch .. haizz .. gotta save money .. =(

08012011 - had a boring holiday

Everyone is busy with their own lives & friends.

Holidays isn't fun w/o my friends.. tommorrow im going to my grandma hse.. and sam pulak tk bleh jumpe.. haiz..mus pulak kerje.. aku pulak ni... bbual ngan tembok lgk bagus.. sometimes you ppl just don't realise.. when u make promises, don't break it.. if you can't help it but to break it, don't make any promises.. coz u might not know, who did u hurt.. coz i've been hurt before.. and its aint nice..

Geez.. i need you now..

Dedicate this to my friends..

well.. its a nice song thou. everytime i think of my friends, it will just make me smile..

08012011

Midnight

hmm.. i don't really understand why u have to be like that? since mus already okay.. being normal again.. why don't you just be the old you again? at times we fight, we cried and we bullshit each other. but it will go back to the old ways.. you have to wait for the moment to come. not trying to force your own way back. well i just hope everything will go fine..

07012011

Everything seem to misplace..

I wish i can tell all my problem to my friends but it is so hard to let it go. they have their own prob and i have mine.. seeing them having to work so hard for money makes me wonder....